L.O.V.E

It is so sad , if the relation between person that we love not as we want . he is my old memory. I still rmember the day that I can’t accept what had happen between us . I look like a fool person , that can’t  forget him after what he had done . I call him to ask for more explanation . and it is more hurt when he just like take it easy . on the back of the phone , I heard his friend laughing and enjoying the day. It is hurt !  and it is more and more hurt , that I still not forget himmmm ! now , I feel like want to laughing because remember that time that I’m being FOOL to myself because  of HIM.

ALHAMDULILLAH , after been two or three months I got offer to continue study in perlis , jyeahh!

Feel like want to shouuttt . because finally I have something that make me to move on and forget everything about him . three month to waiting is just like 3 years .  and after a  month and month , he firstly contact me in FACEBOOK . after he throw me , he came back and want still contact with me as a friend . because of our relation in past , I take decision to friend with him . everyday we message in FB . IM. From message , he just like want to give hope again to me. And I melt because of his word . and make me forget what had he done to me. And yesterday night / I make a decision that I have to be a strong person with strong heart  that will not easily be fool of HIM.  Mybe we can FB , and I will USE you to fill my bored time . okay ! I don’t want to take a REVENGE but I will not easily be FOOL again . our past is our PAST ! the time between we , already go . and now , I have to think about  a FUTURE .  I have to accept the FACT that “  WE’RE NOT MEANT TOGETHER “ and most WELCOME because you the FIRST GUY  that  fill in my HEART LONG TIME AGO . I’ll appreciate everything .

Maybe i should strength my LOVE to ALLAH . maybe this is the way that i can get a true LOVE . Nothings more important than LOVE to ALLAH :')

We love , laughed together :)

A friend is someone  who understands your past , believes in your future , and accepts you just the way you are . First introduction about friends ,heehee . like we all know everyone in this world have friends who always be by our side . Polytechnic were the place where we first meet and until know be friend together .






 >This is our picture laughing together !

Eventhough we've changed and we're all finding our own places in the world , we all know that when the tears fall or the smile spreads across our face , we'll come to each other because no matter where this crazy world take us , nothing will ever changed so much to the point where we're not all still friends .

The hardest part about being friend is , loving you so muchh mucho muchoo . haha :D

Life is partly what we make it , partly what it is made by the friends we choose . Im happy to have friends like YOU , YOU and YOU <3

THE END 

19y'old girl !

23rd of july , in Hospital Segamat , Johor . Happy birthday to you , happy birthday to you :)
ALHAMDULILLAH , 19 years i live in this world . feel grateful to ALLAH for give another day to live.
thanx also for friends that wish me . Abah , Ibu thanks alot for give me life to live in this BIG WORLD . didnt get any text from you abah and ibu . A bit dissapointed , because you're not the first person wish . never mind , maybe you're busy with your own life . 19 y'old , means a big responsible for me to take after this . responsible to take care of my own family . Hope ALLAH give me strength to face what will come after this . InsyaALLAH , after this i will be a matured girl . TERIMA KASIH ABAH , IBU . Eno janji eno akan jadi anak yang solehah untuk ibu dengan abah :(

Ramadhan Come Back!

month go by month , and i almost realize that today is a second day of fasting . ALHAMDULILLAH , everything going smoothly with pleasure ALLAH . Hope this month is a meaningful month for me .Eventhough far from family , i always pray to ALLAH to protect them wherever they are . SEMOGA ALLAH MENURUNKAN RAHMATNYA KE ATAS UMAT-UMATNYE . DAN JUGA SEGALA URUSAN DIPERMUDAHKAN OLEH ALLAH . AMIN ~

Day by Day

Day go month by month, and im still standing there looking for my way. In my way , got two road that I have to choose . this road, will take me to the longest way that can brought me to my own future , and the other road give chance for me as it give simply way to achieve what have been dreams by all people.

And im still standing and thinking for the better road for me . people around always give influence to our decision . what if we , trapped in two roads , the other roads is better than the roads that we standing now? At last, we have to choose one only . and for sure it will make we regret on another day . We don’t ever know what we gonna be in future . some people make their own target to achieve what they want to be in future , but me?  Who gonna know . but for sure , I want to make the best for my own life of course.