It is so sad , if the relation between person that we love not as we want . he is my old memory. I still rmember the day that I can’t accept what had happen between us . I look like a fool person , that can’t forget him after what he had done . I call him to ask for more explanation . and it is more hurt when he just like take it easy . on the back of the phone , I heard his friend laughing and enjoying the day. It is hurt ! and it is more and more hurt , that I still not forget himmmm ! now , I feel like want to laughing because remember that time that I’m being FOOL to myself because of HIM.
ALHAMDULILLAH , after been two or three months I got offer to continue study in perlis , jyeahh!
Feel like want to shouuttt . because finally I have something that make me to move on and forget everything about him . three month to waiting is just like 3 years . and after a month and month , he firstly contact me in FACEBOOK . after he throw me , he came back and want still contact with me as a friend . because of our relation in past , I take decision to friend with him . everyday we message in FB . IM. From message , he just like want to give hope again to me. And I melt because of his word . and make me forget what had he done to me. And yesterday night / I make a decision that I have to be a strong person with strong heart that will not easily be fool of HIM. Mybe we can FB , and I will USE you to fill my bored time . okay ! I don’t want to take a REVENGE but I will not easily be FOOL again . our past is our PAST ! the time between we , already go . and now , I have to think about a FUTURE . I have to accept the FACT that “ WE’RE NOT MEANT TOGETHER “ and most WELCOME because you the FIRST GUY that fill in my HEART LONG TIME AGO . I’ll appreciate everything .
Maybe i should strength my LOVE to ALLAH . maybe this is the way that i can get a true LOVE . Nothings more important than LOVE to ALLAH :')
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